Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Sofia Wren's Journal: Full Fire Full Moon
This month I have made huge strides towards my dream. I have decided to have faith, to take leaps and follow my heart as fully as possible, more fully than perhaps I have my entire life.
At times I have so much energy and so much passion for developing my business, my writing, my singing, my magic, that I am up late at night thinking, planning, seeking. I wake up each morning to begin and work nights and weekends to continue.
This is living on purpose. I have decided that a purpose isn't one thing you obtain, or choose or discover, its a lifeline of inspiration and drive that you tap into.
I am tapped in.
Two runes were flipped for me on my altar. I paid notice and looked them up.
(All quotes from A Practical Guide to the Runes by Lisa Peschel ; Image Source)
Raido--the chariot, movement, travel
"If you are on your soul's path, keep going."
This bodes well for this passionate work I am on, and also the trip to Italy I plan later this month.
Daeg--increase, growth, prosperity
This bodes well for an increase in income I am working towards, and confirmation of my feelings from New Name New Moon
"Sometimes, drawing this rune will mark a mark change in your life, perhaps something so radical that you will never live your life in the same way again. Usually this deal with making a new start on some level."
My memoir is nearing completion, somehow this work started last year and has come to develop faster than the mermaid novel I have been working on for two years. I will finish it first and publish it. To do this I must have courage.
It will reveal a whole different side to me, and that is terrifying. Perhaps after this I can never again hide who I truly am, but perhaps I cannot survive without publishing it, because I believe that what I have to say is so unique that it has potential to save the world, to heal the feminine, to expand the masculine, to erase shame and redefine the paradigm of strength.
My whole life I only wanted to be a good girl deserving of love. I never asked to be an artist, I never asked to be sexual, I never asked to be different. But those are the cards I was dealt.
Those are the things I have been given to express and to accept and to love. Others may not love them, others may shame them, but I am as I was created and that must be natural and beautiful.
I hope Oprah will understand.
When a storm builds in momentum it cannot be stopped, it can only be released.